„Where..." I started to aks, but I realised that I didn't say it. „Where..." I couldm't hear my voice. And I didn't feel anything. I tried to see something but it was like I didn't open my eyes. I was so scared. I reminded myself about THIS girl. I was in hell... „I died and I'm in hell, what next?" I thought. I wasn't really suprised, but I regretted one thing. I never said Dahvie what I feel. I wanted just two thing: I wanted see Dahvie for the last time and told him „I love you" .
Suddenly, I felt pain in my chest. Then I felt air in my lungs. I heard some voices. One of them was the most beautiful voice in the world... Dahvies voice...
„...you... I don't wanna lose you... are … friend..." I couldn't hear some of this word 'cause Dahvie was crying. I felt his tears on my cheek. He was really close to me. „If can hear it: I want you to know... you... I hope that... not your last day...I... say you... I... Jayy, please wake up! I love you! Don't leave me... love you..."
I didn't believe in word that I heard. But why? Why he told me it, when I died?! But... if really died why could I hear what he said? I started to fight with darkness. I started to breathing.
„Dahvie..." I tried to say, but I couldn't do it. „Jayy!!! You're alive! I love you!" he hugged me softly.
I openned my eyes and I saw Dahvie and medical rescuer. We were in ambulance.
~3 days later, house
„Dahvie? Do you remember what you said to me when I was waking up?" I asked. I knew what he said, but I wannted him to say it again. He sat next to me on couch. He sighed and answered: „Yeah... but just some parts of it. I said that you were my best friend and I didn't want to lose you.". „You said something more." I wanted him to tell me it again. „I don't remember" He was so cute when he tried to lie. „Say it". Dahvie sighed again. I saw that he was afraid to say it. „I love you". „Really?" I asked. He noded. I saw his tear running down his face. I sat closer to him. „Dahvie, look at me" he slowly turned to me. I kissed him.
I thought that Jayy will laugh me off, but he kissed me. I wanted to kiss him back but he just stood up and went to his room. I came to his room.
Dahvie was drunk! I felt Jack Daniels taste.I was so mad at him. I wanted to tell him my feeling but he was drunk. „I kissed him but he won't remember it 'cause he's drunk." I cried in my pillow. „I will never leave my room!"
~Dahvie, next day
I slept on floor... next to Jayy's room door. „Jayy let me in!" I really love you! I want to see you again!" I yelled through the door „Please open. Are you hungry? I can make you breakfast.". No answer. „Say something" „Fuck you" I heard. I started crying when I saw blood flowing from under the door. „Open the fucking door!" I yelled. „Jayy, please! Open the the door!". No reaction.